Love The Way You Lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like... and that is awful. You made me feel like this for 2 years and now it’s happening again. Before you I never knew this sensation, at first it was interesting, different and fun. Now, I hate it. The constant sick feeling, the way you just walk across my mind and fill my thoughts, my days are spent daydreaming about you. I see you and my eyes light up, my heart skips a beat and a million butterflies start floating around my tummy. We’ve known each other for what seems like forever and whenever I’ve spent a lot of time with you an hour later I miss you. I don’t have to pretend around you and I can be completely myself, we’ve grown up together so what’s the use in pretending? The worse thing is I know you don’t feel the same and yet I can’t hate you for it. I’m young... Is this what love is meant to feel like? All I know is so far in my life I’ve never felt like this, and if it really is the L word it’s just my luck really that it’s unrequited.